Too many problems…

Ever felt like there are too many things going wrong in the world and you wanna question God why does He let it be? Well, normally I don’t reach the point of actually thinking of questioning Him but today I was struck down; one horrible/complicated/sad news after the other. And by the end of it all, I made the stupid mistake of thinking out loud in front of a roomful of people, “Buss Allah mian, aap say tau milna hai! Too many questions to ask You!”

I know that doesn’t sound like much, but in a place like BNU, I personally think people who claim to be proud of their identity (like wearing your ‘labels’ if you are a Muslim or claiming to be a Satanist, for example) must be very careful. What image are they portraying? Can any body get the wrong idea about them and then judge their beliefs according to what he think of them?

Well, I guess in today’s world, Muslims especially have to think about this before doing anything. You know, so that people don’t see them doing something wrong and generalise, “See, all Muslims are like that!” Or “All hijabis are like that!”

Blahh!

I mean, I normally don’t have any problem in being careful but sometimes I just think. Why is a set of beliefs judged according to the people who practice it? Or even if people do not judge the beliefs but the believers, like some people claim, then why don’t they show some guts and have the gall to go try and practice their beliefs perfectly themselves instead of just criticizing the people who at least try?

Lol! I’m being too stupid and judgemental here. Probably because I’m a bit disturbed in the head. Lol! NO, I do not mean I’m retarded, only that I’m a little upset by all that’s happening around me. People  who I really really care for are upset, confused, stuck in complicated situations. It just hurts me.

Blehhh…I don’t even know where this post is going. Just forget it and stop reading it!

I’m crazy!